Wednesday, August 29, 2007
新不了情心若倦了，泪也干了这份深情，难舍难了曾经拥有，天荒地老已不见你，暮暮与朝朝这一份情，永远难了愿来生还能，再度拥抱爱一个人，如何厮守到老怎样面对一切，我不知道 回忆过去痛苦的相思忘不了为何你还来，拨动我心跳爱你怎么能了今夜的你应该明了缘难了情难了~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~今天一整天无劲打彩的。真糟糕啊！可能是看到了不想去回忆的事吧...明天考试了。但真不知自己今天到底在做啥。 气死我了啦！
好！再一次祝我好运吧！
Can I fly over the rainbow like the bluebirds?
11:13 PM
Saturday, August 25, 2007
ok. here goes. lots of stuff to talk bout. haha. yesterday was the end of all tutorials. of term 3. somehow. i felt a little sadden by that. i wonder how the others feel? it felt like a usual day though. but as i started thinking more and more... i guess i will miss maths tutorial as much as i dislike doing the homework. i will even miss listening to my maths teacher's random ramblings.as much as i dread boring lessons of gp, i guess i will miss hearing my gp teacher's naggings and all. and of course. laughing at how she tried so hard to get the class to be more talkative and some specific people to pay attention.despite feeling threatened by my teacher during chem, i guess i will miss all those times when she commented so sarcastically that it sent me laughing inside.and despite all the boring lessons of econs, i guess i will miss the times that i get to daydream during the lessons. =pnot forgetting physics. i will definitely miss listening to my teacher's constant encouragement and advices that he will never fail to provide us with.and so. we learn to appreciate things after they are gone. i really really wonder. if i am the only one feeling likeda. hahaha. not that i really love attending tutorials ya see.oh well. anyways. we got our class tee yesterday too! the last day of the term! what a record. hahaha! but yea. i was really glad we actually put this whole thing into action. the class tee is so nice! of course. credits go to me(the talented designer)... and all those who had helped and contributed. and special thanks to aneesa too! (if u are ever reading this? hi!) all in all. i am really pleased with the outcome. XD really. really. thank you everyone. for making this possible. it sorta brings our class a little bit closer than before huh. *touched*gah! i am getting emo now!hahaha. sorry that i got random now. but i was just reminded of a mini comic strips that i was drawing 2 days ago to entertain myself with. it speaks of a story that will take place 5 years later in ny. where some of us meet again in ny. its kinda hard to imagine what will happen in the 5 years to come. but soon. we all will be going seperate ways. i guess i will miss all my times spent with every single one of my classmates.(ok. maybe not every single one. with the exception of one person... i am seriously sorry to say this. but... well.) 2 years. its neither long nor short. but i really enjoyed myself despite of all the hardship and failures that i had to go through.hahaha!i speak as if graduation day was yesterday ne?maybe i will cry on that day then? since i am already feeling likeda now?well... as long as we are all alive, i guess we will see each other again. hahaha. again. i am thinking that we have graduated. hahaha!oh yea. putting all those aside. my pe days have finally ended too. hahaha! am i supposed to be glad? i really dunno lei. but from now on, i will listen to the advice that the teacher(that took me for the last day of my pe life) gave me. hes really nice! i really cant express my thanks and apology at the same time in words to him. but well. i hope to follow his advice from now on so as to repay his kindness. hahaha!i am really emo this year huh. i feel things that i will never feel in the past. hahaha. even watching jia you jinshun's last few episodes made me tear quite alot. in the past, i guess i will just be numb. hahaha! aiyo. whats up with me la?!!!anyways.it is finally the time for the last stage of my jc life... A lvls.with the study break coming up, i hope i can do what i set out to achieve.wish me luck once again.its the final lap of the marathon!RUN ON!
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oops. i forgot there is still prelims.
hahahaaa!
Can I fly over the rainbow like the bluebirds?
2:23 PM
Thursday, August 23, 2007
i am just so tired...i guess i will blog this weekend... bout how miserable i feel i am. ha.-_-
Can I fly over the rainbow like the bluebirds?
12:31 AM
Friday, August 10, 2007
let us now travel to the dream world of hy and interpret them..."flying"-Flying dreams and the ability to control your flight is representative of your own personal sense of power. -Having difficulties staying in flight indicates a lack of power in controlling your own circumstances. You may be struggling to stay aloft and stay on course.-If you are feeling fear when you are flying or that you feel that you are flying too high, then it suggests that you are afraid of challenges and of success"falling"-As with most common dream themes, falling is an indication of insecurities, instabilities, and anxieties. You are feeling overwhelmed and out of control in some situation in your waking life. This may reflect the way you feel in your relationship or in your work environment. You have lost your foothold and can not hang on or keep up with the hustle and bustle of daily life. When you fall, there is nothing that you can hold on to. You more or less are forced toward this downward motion without any control. This lost of control may parallel a waking situation in your life. -Falling dreams also often reflect a sense of failure or inferiority in some circumstance or situation. It may be the fear of failing in your job/school, loss of status, or failure in love. You feel shameful and lack a sense of pride. You are unable to keep up with the status quo or that you don't measure up."teeth"-One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you.Teeth are an important feature of our attractiveness and presentation to others. Everybody worries about how they appear to others. Caring about our appearance is natural and healthy. -Another rationalization for these falling teeth dream may be rooted in your fear of being embarrassed or making a fool of yourself in some specific situation. These dreams are an over-exaggeration of your worries and anxiety.-Teeth are used to bite, tear, chew and gnaw. In this regard, teeth represent power. And the loss of teeth in your dream may be from a sense of powerlessness. Are you lacking power in some current situation? Perhaps you are having difficulties expressing yourself or getting your point across. You feel frustrated when your voice is not being heard. You may be experiencing feelings of inferiority and a lack of self-confidence in some situation or relationship in your life. This dream is an indication that you need to be more assertive and believe in the value of your own opinion."test"-These dreams usually have to do with your self-esteem and confidence or your lack of. You are worried that you are not making the grade and measuring up to other people's expectations of you. You may also experience the fear of not being accepted, not being prepared, or not being good enough. You feel nervous, insecure and tend to believe the worst about yourself.-These dreams also suggest that you may feel unprepared for a challenge. Rarely, are these dreams about the content of the test, but rather the process and how you are feeling during the exam taking process. Generally, you feel distressed and frustrated. These feelings may parallel how you are feeling in a particular challenge or situation in your waking like.for more interesting findings, you can go tohttp://dreammoods.com/=/
Can I fly over the rainbow like the bluebirds?
10:40 PM
Sunday, August 05, 2007
SHAMROCK by UVERworld (english translation)Now I've found the dream I clung to that dayHereNow I'm alone, and wherever I amI'm thinking of you"I don't want to forget"Not even the piercing pain in my heartAt least I wantTo tell you thatFrom hereI'll keep my energy at its highest"No, I'm sure I can keep going alone"I'm still fightingEven the things I've lost are spurring me onAnd I tell myselfI can go on livingNow even the voice that says"I want to throw it all away"And just cuddle up into your arms right now"Is too far away to hearYour scent flutters in the wind and disappearsLeaving a dream in its place...You even told meAbout the scars of your past"Even now I won't forget"The sadness I learned when I was a childYou loved me too muchAnd showed too much of your true feelingsI wish you'd taken my handInstead of leaving to keep from being brokenIt's not so easy to be consistentEven if there are thornsI'm not going to stopI'll keep on running through timeLooking back on days gone by doesn't do a thingI'll spend my life unable to even rememberYour warmth, so close I could touch youThough I don't want to forget you...I can't say a wordBut I'll keep this feelingThe iron hasn't cooled downSo at first, I'll pretty muchKeep the volume up loudBye bye bye byeI was always planning on saying itSo why can't I say the words?Waiting won't bring you backSo I'll forget about our breakupNow even the voice that says"I want to throw it all away"And just cuddle up into your arms right now"Is too far away to hearYour scent flutters in the wind and disappearsLeaving a dream in its place...Though I want to tell youFrom hereI'll keep my energy at its highest"No, I'm sure I can keep fighting"Because you were hereEven the things I've lost spur me on, and I keep runningAnd I keep running~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~love this song!
Can I fly over the rainbow like the bluebirds?
1:29 PM
Saturday, August 04, 2007
and so. film fest was a success last night.hope u all enjoyed yrselves ne?hehe.
Can I fly over the rainbow like the bluebirds?
4:17 PM
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
tired of hearing the same song all over again when visiting my blog?here's a new song. i sorta love the tune to it. hehe. XDnext time go kbox sure will attempt to sing this song~now off to some random happenings in sch.ok. tmr got physics mock paper. honestly. i doubt i will pass. (when did i EVER pass?) but i did study la. harhar.and my teacher has been giving advices about sleeping early recently. but i am really failing to do what she says. haha. *note the time nowand finally. finally. our class tees are coming~ whats more exciting than to wear something that u designed yrself? woots~anyways. i must say i really hate people who dun observe public hygience. they deserve to be hanged. HELLO? dun you see how disturbed people around you are when you do this sort of things eg. digging yr nose in front of so many people? the sight of it makes me wanna puke. argh. but i doubt you ever realised what you are doing huh. cause its a habit that simply cant be changed. just stay away from me then. cant you see how unfriendly i am when you are around? oh. i nearly forgot. some people around me still can stand you, so i guess i still have to bear with you for about 2 more months... and stop treating your good friend like a spare tyre, even though his body reeks of his own saliva, but i guess i rather sit next to your friend than you.argh.i am sure even my elder brother, who is disgusting at home, shows some form of hygience when hes outside. so why cant you?sigh.i really hate myself for saying such things bout other people. but. but i just cant help it! oh may god forgives me!damn.forget what i say above. its meant to release stress.anyways. dun forget film fest is this friday 7.30pm. haha.ok. going to play minesweeper(expert) a few more rounds b4 going off to my dreamland.hehe.oh ya. good dreams can really make yr day. been having not-so-bad dreams recently. one of them really made my day. was feeling happy throughout the day. makes going to sch more enjoyable huh.harhar!
Can I fly over the rainbow like the bluebirds?
1:21 AM
